Thursday, June 07, 2007
{ 10:55 AM }
okayyyyyyyyyyyyy
so i've finally decided to blog. for myself. yup. the main thing is im feeling like crap okay. i really should have believed what friends said and not myself. BUT omggggggggggggggg.. aiya most of you wouldnt know how exactly im feeling now cos its totally kanasai.
actually i dont even know wth im feeling now. anyway lets put it this way. NO ONE ever told me before i started to think about you that you had someone in mind already. which totally sucks. and that i still had little hope that you might feel the way i felt for you that time. SO its like embarrassing and SAD for me that i found out yyou were trying to get someone else while i was trying to get you.
seeee,i know some ppl havent felt liike this b4.
and then, the worse thing thats happening now is that. i THINK you're ignoring me. and i dont know why. maybe you think im just another one or some irritating girl that i dont really care. and why on earth is my best friend trying to make me fall for her when she's UGLY and IRRITATING. maybe ok. i dont knoww but we still can be friends right? unless you dont want to
im not blogging anything about ytday cos it reminds me of what i tried to do................BUT time will change things.
i hope i'll move on soon
you so remind me of a bastarrrrdddd
