Tuesday, May 27, 2008
{ 2:04 PM }
omgggggggg.
haha. jus got my thing 10mins ago. wth. its amazing though, my 2nd time actually knowing it came before i made a mess. haha.
but how??!! tmr supposed to go wildwildwet w cousins. i know i could.. but.haha.
dunno=(
anw, chinese was okay la. i really hope the compo wasnt out of point :/ cos the question was something abt discussing how t maintain the bond b/w frens ar. also dont exactly know what they want cos its kind of a big topic. hope & pray.
quite pissed with ___.
i mean both dont want me to have anth to do with ______ except that one day of the week and both have very different reasons why:
1) *** doesnt want me to go cos firstly he thinks gg there too many times will affect my studies, and going to ______ once is more than enough. Also, he thinks that im being brainwashed w the messages everyday. righttt.
2)###doesnt want me to go cos she doesnt know how t answer to *** if she allows me to go. and the worse part that pisses me the most is ### thinks my motive for gg is wrong, and she ask me to get it right first before telling her i wanna be more involved.
it damn pisses me cos no one know my motive for going to ______ more than myself. i dont wanna argue with them but i feel its unfair. i cant prove my motive at all but im tired of fighting. its kinda sad i've sort of given up trying to explain to ### that im gg there not to gain anything socially and stuff .. but as long as i know what im doing, its fine. time and time again i get all fed up and angry cos of all these, and i figured that if they detest me going to ______, i wont go against them. i guess..
i know im jus taking the easy way out but do i have a choice? i dont need anything else for my birthday, just give me back my'social' life. i dont do things and fall into all those stuff i know u all dislike, i love you all for loving me. but one day u'll have to let go. why not now..?
you promised(:haha. i dont know where all those came from. but its been in me for the longest time. i never knew how t express them out in words. maybe it isnt clear at all. but i feel better jus saying it.
tmr busy, thurs busy. ;)
okayy. got tuition tonight. roarr. byebye peoples.
lol. anw its amazing. hahaha, my o level number has the number 23 in it. haha. someone says its cos my reg number is 23 butt, maybe not.haha.
