Thursday, December 17, 2009
{ 9:47 PM }
omg. i jus got struck with emo thoughts.. must be excessive loss of blood make me giddy and emo.:(
i mean.. maybe its my mind maturing i guess, cos ive never thought of any of these before, but isnt it too early since im only 17, then again who knows when i will go:)
Who would be by your side when your time is up?
will u be all alone and watching your life slip pass your fingers,
thinking how well you'vre spent your life, or the things you never did..
And if there was the love of your life right next to you at your last moment,
will u be thinking excactly when you are going to die or what he/she will go through after you're gone?
Will your last words be, ' i love you' or.. ' i should have's'
Would u have had the chance to bid farewell to every family member that meant alot to you?
And close frens who made you who you are today?
Then you wished that you loved ones would pass on before you so that they do not have to suffer the loss of a daughter/sister/lover/mother.
What about the last things you've said to others. would it be something worth remembering? or jus some rubbish that could have been useful , worth being your last words..
But who ever knows when is the LAST time you're seeing someone, or.. the LAST time you're speaking to someone? nope, no one. only God.. life's cruel in this way i guess. so, a question to think about. is it really better do die alone or with a loved one?
I myself cannot cannot cannot imagine my life draining away and having last conversations in your arms. :( would you not be sad if i asked u not to?
HAHA ok wth. im 17.17.17.17:)
probably 4/5 more of my life hahahahaa
COME HOME SOOOOOOOON
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