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Friday, January 01, 2010 { 12:26 PM }

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR :DD

hahaha. well its 2010 now!

and finally i have time to actually blog cos its a public holiday and im at home now ahaha.

FIRSTLY, this is for my family! whom i am super thankful for, though of cos like eevry other families i have alot of issues with occasionally, bt its also cos of them that i am who i am, i have what i have, and gave me what i needed! so yes, haha thanks? LOL :D

k this is random. i actually dont know how to function blogger 100% yet. so this was supposed to be an event that happened.. not ppl im thankful for but nvm! who cares hahaha. okay. so i had my first F1 experience this yr!! it was super fun! like.. i get to earn money while having fun + free F1 good view!! lols. made some friends too :)

ok continuing with the thanksgiving!

yup, none other than my new TP friends!! :))

im super dooper thankful to have all of u as my classmates because u all made poly life so less- stressful and more fun! haha, although i know that im not a good project partner u all still didnt leave me out hahaahha. i will TRY to be more focused this year!

yes and also for these 2 special people whom i got to know alot more through these few months!:) they are the people that care for me and understand me altough they scold me most of the time :( ( but cos they care for me, i know :D )

and im sorry that sometimes u all feel that i take u forgranted by either skipping school to meet O or.. last minute becking out on outings.. its really not cos i dont want to. jus that maybe sometimes i get my priorities mixed up or dont want any trouble so i choose otherwise! but thanks for being forgiving most of the time! hahaha

love you 222222!! :)

and my favourite cousins! :))

we ARE family and i thank God for u all cos u make family arguments and living through these times bearable. hahaha!! i didnt mean it in a way to shoot my family! but yeah.

AND JACMOK. firstly is cos i know u're one of the few who always visit my blog ( idk why also cos i hardly updtae) and secondly cos im your fav cousin and you're mine too! im gonna write abit about U. hm. i guess i can say some what u are the closest person to me ( for now, cos even O havent known me for 17 yrs) in terms of being the 1 of the 2 persons i can turn to when it feels there's no one there.. and i guess last year there was one incident that made us drift abit u still are my fav cos we're family! and not everyone is perfect. of cos we will argue some how.. !even if u wanna disown me u cant! actually can.. but wtv! SH. ok

so im thankful for having u and not being judgemental about the things that i do or problems that i need good advice from.. and i hope we will always stay the same ! ( or better)

yup! love!!!!!!!!

and Grace too, although i hardly see u :(

but i know i can count on you to keep secrets! :DD

ANDDDDDDD, my favouriteeeeeee clique of the centuryyyyyyyy!!

hahaha! ok i'll do this individually.

HUANXUAN:

hahaha, i feel like laughing when i see yr name lolol. anw, i hardly talked to u or met up for this whole year.. but i love you for being someone who sees me as who i am and dont judge me for my imperfections. actually this is to the whole clique.. u all make me feel how lucky i am to have all of you as MY BFFS becos its hard to find ppl whom u feel so comfortable being with and hearing each other's stories and laughing at lame things :)

KAREN:

yess, u aare also someone that i can turn to because u said and are someone who is always there. like when im feeling down i know for sure u wont be unwilling to hear my problems and giving me advice. and its rare to find someone like u! who can sometimes me so sweet and mean at the same time. LOL. :)

WENCHI:

well, i really havent talked to u seriously for this yr i think. but thats cos we're both busy and u had to take your Os and it was hard to meet up!

and i miss your voiceeeeeee:(

MEET UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

DEMI:

haha, i havent talked to you much too.. but yeah i miss you too!!

PLEASE AH. come my school more often, then u can kill 2 birds with one stone.

make roman happy, make me happy!! :D

DELIA:

AHMA!! you ah, you die already. forever not coming to outings with us! hahahaha

dont be so busy laaa. JC is slackk. LOL. okay my point is.. we all miss your nagging voice. its so unique we cant find it anywhere. please meet us soooooooon :(

LASTLY, i was thinking if i shouldd post it HERE. publicly in the eye of my people namely ( my parents) LOL

i truly am thankful to God for letting me get to know this person called O. lols

me and O always talked about how fate is really great. the chances of us not having the chance to actually have a shot at getting to know each other due to pure coincidence is like.. 9-1.

i mean.. seriously. im NOT telling u how i got to know him until .. i feel like :)

thats not the main point though.. its jus amazing how a simple friendship with no intentions slowly lead to something more and end up being the way that was meant to be.

i mean i know im just 17.. everyone says its too early to think that he's the one blah blah, but its kinda dumb though. if u're in a rela and u dont think he's the one.. whats the point of being tgt in the first place? for pleasure? to me its a must to have an aim and at the end even if it fails, at least we tried! haha.

anw, yeah.. you're my favourite person and as a new year comes, we can get to know each other more more more. oh and,one of my resolutions is to tell my parents. i mean. i will but how soon? HMM. lols!

HI MOTHER, meet O, he's my boyfriend!since 6 months ago..

LOL. okay. im getting lame.

i love you! i really do. <3>

OH YES. and someone else..

someone no one can fully understand. who else but GOD!

in many ways that i am not telling u all, GOD has thought me MANY MANY MANY life lessons no one else in the world would have thought me any better.. i know ive been a poor christian though i attend BS and church regularly. but i know for sure God is always there and i thank him for giving me so many blessings in disguise and yeah. protecting me always..

YUP, thats all. its quite disorganised but NVM.

i mean im not a famous blogger that i have to meet any expectations, nor does many ppl read it. so its okay!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO PPL WHO SEE THIS.

ALL THE BEST!!

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